A not- so pleasant day in my life

I am starting this by saying I am writing this article because I have lost touch writing my thoughts for a long time.... so dont you dare expect it to be any fun...Today was not the greatest of days for me so I am writing this as a memento of how much this day sucked for me(pretty much all days suck for me nowadays)...

First of all I expected to get my a** out of bed for a quick revision for atleast three hours because my head was buzzing with circuits the previous night and was not able to go on...i woke up at 7.30 just two hours before exam and picked up the xerox that was lying nearest to the bed and alas it was like studying fresh chapters...I ended up reading the same chapter for an hour...also i spent a good half hour after that getting ready to college ,not a great time to waste given my condition...

I hurriedly went through the circuits I remember the most from the previous night in each chapter ...I have to give it my best shot with what I remember I prayed as I entered late 10 minutes into the exam...

Before proceeding further let me summarise the thoughts that go through my head before each exam:
3 days before the exam: a good two and a half days is more than enough for this silly exam
2 days before the exam: i have wasted all day so i must finish atleast half the portion this night itself(actually i will be off to a very lazy start barely finishing a lesson)
a day before the exam: studying everything huh....dude that ship has pretty much sailed...try studying the important questions alone
just before exam: dear god if you pass me this exam I will be very grateful to you...

After the exam is over this cycle repeats itself for the next exam...
Now coming to the present(or today morning) as soon as i got the question paper my mind was blank ...it took me ten minutes to figure out the answers i knew for certain... it's not really a pleasant feeling knowing for certain the marks that you know wont be suffice for a pass... I know that feeling and it creates a knot in your stomach difficult to untie... my thoughts were wavering over the current predicament and i was thinking of the not so distant future in case I fail...

k..Enough of the energising thoughts for boosting me I made up my mind to write the exam trying to remember as much as I can... though I was writing the exam thinking hard my mind was playing the movie "sathileelavati",one of my favourites from opening to closing credits....may be it was me watching the same movie in a parallel universe at the same time... anyway, relief was flooding over me as I saw people worried like me after the exam...

anyway the day didnt end soon...i had to go my proji's house for typing report and it havent ended yet (its already 5 in the morning) though in between we went to the movie "irumbu kottai muratu singam " which i liked very much,a short lived relief,my only sunshine in the day... adding to that I had a fight with Nigesh for me pulling his hair for no reason...though I dont regret one bit...